Soooo… what’s next?
February 28, 2010
Now that I am unofficially done with school, I wonder what’s next? Work? Shaking legs at home? Take up classes I’ve always wanted to try?
So many options, so many things that are on my mind. It sort of drives me nuts, and I already miss going to school with the single-minded purpose- learn and have fun. Okay maybe that makes it two purposes, if you have Numerical OCD.
And picking university courses are a major pain in the butt. If there were more choices, such as a degree in parapsychology I’d definitely have taken it. There are things that I can see myself not getting sick of, such as reading about unearthly mysteries. I think Planet Earth has more mysteries than the human mind can fanthom.
Sometimes I think experience is the best teacher, which makes me wonder why I should aim for a degree when I can learn much more if I were to start working now? But then again, some occupations require a degree, and without it, it would be hard to find a job in that area, which defeats the notion of “experience is the best teacher” when nobody wants to give you a chance of experiencing it in the first place. LMAO. Thoughts chasing tails in circles.
LE SIGH! I think for now, I want to focus on honing my art, I still want to be able to paint properly, damnit! Without all the colours running into each other and looking like shit. I want to do the hanging ball of flowers and leaves I once saw in a shop, and I like it so much Imma try to recreate it on my own.
And I want to eat more, and ride my dad’s rickety old 2-seater bike that is too big for me my feet can’t rest flat on the ground. I really need more cheng tng. Cheng tng cheng tng cheng tng.
My blog is sort of dead, and I hope you, dear reader, know what you want to do in life. Sometimes I think that when you finally KNOW what you want to do, it should be such a reassuring and life-affirming event that a ray of light should shine on you from a heavenly gathering of clouds, while you float gently into the air, with sparkles slowly circling you as a blessing for finally knowing what your life purpose is.
I think I am better off living in a Disney movie. :<
